You Are More Than the Scale
On this journey I want to be as real as I can so here’s a confession… I’m obsessed with my weight! Like seriously obsessed! It is always on my mind and consumes my thoughts. So much so that getting ready for an outing, catching a glimpse of myself in a mirror or getting on the scales can send me into a deep depression that I have to fight against. Every time I leave my house I am thinking about how I look. When I go to work, when I get groceries, when I walk my dogs, when I ride motorcycle…it is always there. Seeing pictures of myself are the worst! At times it can be crippling and creates such an insecurity. I’m good at faking it but it definitely gets the best of me. It affects all areas of my life, my relationships, my job, my confidence everything! I don’t remember a time that this hasn’t been the case. It doesn’t matter my size, big or small and I have been both, it is always there, a demon that won’t go away. I weigh myself in the morning and a lot of time before I go ...